~why dont you luv me?~chp 1

i have decided to brush up on my writing skills and have started to write a fanfic or watever

~intro~

im sarah, and u can say im not so different...if u dont count that i have been neighbors with ryan and spencer(Panic!at the disco) for a really long time, so unlike all the other girls i have hung out with them. o and back to wat i was saying about me being the same, i guesse im not so different if u leave the fact of me being an adopted girl in a family of 7 (all adopted,i was the third adopted), i have had many foster-parents before my parents now, we live in a big house and i hardley get to see my dad because of his work..i havent figured out wat he does yet...dont get me wrong i wasn adopted recently, actuallly i was adopted when i was 6, but anyways... all i know about his job is that he gets paid(alot). i guesse thats how he pays for all 7 kids rite? again im going really off topic, my birthmom and dad were druggies who lef me in a cart at a supermarket (in an aisle) when i was really little, they were found dead in a river the day after(i have no idea wat happened) i was sent all over the country trying every recomended fosterparent until i came across the dessen's who took me in and never gave me up. i lived in their house for a year as a foster child and they adopted me as their own.

so ever since i  was adopted i knew ryan and spencer, i went to the same school as ryan and we were best friends but as for spencer...we dated from 7th grade till sophmorre, we had to end it because things were getting tooo serious which was fine with spencer but i just wanted to have fun, i mean i luved him and i still  do but as a friend and nothing else. and as soon as we broke up i found i had feelings for my best friend... ryan, the cute little boy i had sleepovers with and played trucks with.